tired

im so very tired.....of all of it. not just sleep deprived tired but tired. It just seems that stuff is never going to get better. A few weeks ago I told a few of you that someone had hurt my feelings at work. Well it made me start thinking about how well or not well I do at just about everything. Well when you start thinking about all the stuff you do wrong it isn't very uplifting? I have just been slowly going over all aspects of my life and pointing out to my self what im not doing right or to the best of my ability. Its not a small list. I need to turn things around but not sure how to do that when the reality of it all is that things are going to get worse before they get better. I have great friends and family that help me through all of this as well as a pretty good relationship with god and im trying really hard to be positive but its hard. so to those of you that have been here for me thank you. i just needed to vent and thanks for listening....well reading:)