thanks for being in my life

so this is for all of you....I have been thinking a lot lately about way back in the day. What I did who I hung out with, what I wish I would have done differently so on and so on. The one thing that I have noticed is that I am way happier now than I ever was then. Don't get me wrong I had a lot of fun in highschool and college but I wasn't at peace. I wasn't as happy as I could have been. I had good friends and a few good boyfriends but I never had great. Now I have a great church, great friends a great husband and a great little girl . I have everything I could ever need. So I want to say thank you to you for making my life complete and better:)

my two year old figured out she is two

so apparently some one told my child about the terrible twos.... up until a month or two ago she was doing really well. She was not showing any signs of the bad behavior that I see from other children. But it has reared its ugly head and im not a big fan. She is not as bad as she could be but she is throwing fits(small ones), saying no with an attitude and whining every time i turn around. Its like she is begging me to send her to time out all day. I try to use the whole if you dont stop whining we will not go (fill in something she is looking forward too) or you wont get a piece of candy. But then she just turns around and says I dont want to go or I dont want candy. Then she says she likes time out. what kid likes time out? and is that working as punishment if she likes it?

going stir crazy

I am going absolutely stir crazy in this tiny apartment. Im talking absolutely insane.

Im not a neat person and for the most part Im not huge on cleaning. Laundry in a pile doesn't bother me, or dishes in the sink after dinner. But because we have so much stuff crammed into this little place everything is driving me crazy. I feel like I clean up one thing and it never gets any cleaner. the walls are lined with stuff. Im not kidding Im looking at the living room and there is the tv, the stand with all ther electronics and then there is a small shelf with books and toys. Moving on there are two baby strollers and a four wheeler, then there is the door to the porch. Then we get to the love seat and a corner filled with stuff next to the couch. Then there is cadences small char and we are now out of the living room. So anywhere in there did you here me say wall? Thats because I didn't. It is like that in every room and this is just because we have way too much stuff for this little place. Then we move onto the fact that I have two dogs who have been used to having there own yard there whole life. Now they are stuck inside a box and they cant go out without a collar. Needless to say they hate this.

Then we go to the fact that Tommy and I love to entertain. We would have people over for dinner every night if we could. But how do you cram people into a small place? How do you entertain with no room to entertain?

I know that we will one day get a house and im not unhappy here im just going a bit stir crazy thats all.

something to look forward too

I need something to look forward too!!! Do you ever feel that way? like it would be so much easier to make it untill this date if I know there is something fun then? Well that is how im feeling right now. I want the warm weather to come and I want something fun to do. So what are your thoughts? I am thinking a beach trip girls or the whole gang....or a lake trip...or both? Also Brookie you mentioned something about going to Nashville...that sounded fun:) I just know that right now im in a slump and I need to get out of it so im thinking this is the way to go. To give myself something to look forward too:)