scream and let it out

so i have had one hell of a life and for those of you who no me...well im assuming some one is reading this.....you have heard bits and peices. For along time I have wanted to write a book about my life. I feel that it would help other people know that you can turn out all right dispite the crap you go through. The problem with this whole idea is I can't write for crap. So awhile back i looked in to having someone write it for me. Did you know that is very expensive. So this is my way to put all my thoughts together and maybe one day I can find someone to put it all on paper.....

So since I was born I have gone by two names...My full name was Jennifer Barrett McClellan. From the stories I have been told my dad wanted to call me Jennifer and my mom wanted to call me Barrett. Im not sure what they called me when they were together for the short time but when the split they went there seperate ways and so did my name. I was Jennifer for the majority of the time since My dad won custody and I was Barrett every other weekend and on Holidays. Can you imagine I was just a little girl. Well when I turned fourteen I decided to move in with my mom and when I did that I decided to start going by Barrett full time. My first day in my new school Homewood High, I met some one and I introduced my self as Barrett and that I came from simmons middle. They asked if I new the new girl Jennifer that was from the same school.

I did!